Maybe you've been wondering...

Where I've been... well, nowhere really. I have been trying to stay off the computer and get some studying done. Obviously this is not working very well since here I am, but it is an effort.

This new test I am studying for to determine whether I'm cool enough to enter the Education program at Western Washington University is scaring the pants off me. I really wish they would accept my already passing Praxis scores as I have already gone through all the freaking out, stressing out, studying and lack of sleep for that test.

I don't test very well. I really never have. I am full of that panicky test anxiety right up until the professor, etc says go, and then I calm down and keep telling myself, you know this or you don't... just breathe goober. I am almost always convinced that I'm going to fail, and fail badly and I can't remember actually ever failing, but it could still happen.

So, now I stay up late (because that's the only time it's quiet here) and I study this book I found that is supposed to prepare me for the test. For the most part, it's the math that is making me want to pull all my hair out, but the test in general seems much more involved than the Praxis, which I guess is a good thing.

Hope things are going better for all of you!